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Friday, October 10, 2008

I spent my last $7 & any spare change I had lying around on gas today, it got me a little over 2 gallons, I'll see how long that lasts.  It was a tough decision, spend it on gas or food.  I figured gas was the better option because it allows me to be able to drive around looking for a job, & if I got one I would need to be able to get there.  So if no jobs pop up, this will most likely be the last entry for a while.  My DSL is gettin turned off any day now, & my cell goes shortly after.  I dont know about the car, insurance was due today & the payment is due in a few weeks, I'll worry about that when it comes.


Saturday, September 13, 2008

Everything has been on a slow & sleady decline since July.  Nothing has been going even remotely right & keeps getting worse.  I sat down & came to the conclusion that I've got about 2 more weeks before I hit rock bottom.  Right around then I'll be homeless, pennyless & without much of anything to show for.  I was getting pretty stressed about what I'm gonna do when that time comes, but now I'm just starting to realize that it's inevitable.  Who knows what's going to happen then but I guess that's life.


Monday, August 25, 2008

I've been feeling really weird lately, just too much stuff going on & nobody to spill it to, so back blurting it out here.  Getting tired of the things people say to me & their actions are the opposite.  I'm a pretty understanding person, but sometimes I want to be more than just a screen name everyday & your 'friend' when you really need one.  It gets old being the one to make you happy when things go wrong & the one who makes everything better, just to be nobody the rest of the time.  Funny how they can go for weeks without saying a word to me, no contact at all, to later tell me how hurt they are that I ignore them, or push them away.  They tell me how important I am & how much I mean to them, but only show it when they're down.  They don't understand that it hurts when they ignore me, or when they don't want me around.  Nobody ever seems to think about my feelings, they just do what is best for them, the whole time telling me how much what I think & feel counts.  This is usually when I say something stupid out of pain or embarrassment & fuck things all up causing more grief that I wanted for anybody.  A good reason why I want to move to Thailand, it's far away from all this & if I do speak to anybody they wont understand me.  I know it's stupid to feel this way, but just cant help it sometimes.


Thursday, December 20, 2007

Just Bored.......

just bored & thought I would share....


Monday, November 26, 2007

Tukey Day...

   Well November is pretty much over now, so here's what's been goin on.....

We all went & saw Evanescence when they came to San Jose.  They played with Sick Puppies who I had only heard of like 1 song before, but turned out to be pretty cool band.  Evanescence was freakin awesome, the really cool part was that they played new & old songs, & even a few from their demo before they were ever big.  It was a great concert I'm pretty sure everyone had a great time, it was my friends Sharon's first real concert & she loved it.

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So Turkey was interesting, we had the annual party at Cliff's house a few weeks before because they were goin out of town for the holiday.  It's always a great time when everybody gets together, lots of food , lots to drink & we played Guitar Hero & karoke. 

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Now here is the real story of what happened that night, I deny any other version.  I have no real idea why but lately when I drink, I cant seem to stop & drink entirely way too much.  Last time was Halloween, I have no clue why I got out of control that night either, but I did.  Anyways at Cliff's house I started drinking way too fast & too much.  I remember being really drunk, somebody was leaving & I walked out with them to say goodbye & get some air.  Then my cell rang & I started walking as I was talking, it started to rain lightly & my car was right there so I decided to sit in my car for a few minutes while I was on the phone.  I should probably remind you that at Cliff's house you have to take your shoes off & when I went outside I never put mine back on.  So I finish the call & the fresh air was nice, so I sat in my car for a few more minutes.  Before I know it I see Donny & he asks me if I'm ok to drive.  Now I had no intention to leave, I was going to go back inside, but I was so drunk my answer was "yeah I'm cool" & I got the lame idea in my head that it's time to go.  So I get into the driver's seat, start the car & leave.  Now it's pouring rain outside, I make it a few blocks & realize that I am entirely too drunk to be doing this & there is no way I am ever going to make it home.  So I decide that Khuong's house is only two lights down I can easily make it there & crash until morning.  I go to Khuong's, he & Liem are still up playing on his PS3, so I just stroll in, I'm freaking drenched from the rain & now I realize that I left my shoes at Cliff's house.  That's my story & I'm sticking to it.

As far as Thanksgiving goes it was pretty mellow, I don't have any family around here so I usually spend the holidays doing laundry or something like that.  Khuong invited everybody over to his house to eat & hang out.  A few of us decided to chip in & buy Rock Band, so we played that most of the night & the girls all went shopping. 

So hope everybody had a great Thanksgiving, see y'all laters!

 



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